... for allergies. O.M.G. I hate allergies. They're going to be the death of me one of these days. I just want to chop off my nose, not that it'll do anything, but still. Yes, if you can't tell, I'm suffering from a bout of allergy attack right now at work, and I really, really want to bang my head against something in hopes of relieving this stuffiness in the head and nose. Ah!!! Frustrated. I already took my Claritin, but I feel like the reditabs just don't work as well, but that's all I have right now, and I just want allergies to be gone! Someone should name an allergy medicine, allergy-b-gone. Hah. I think I'd totally buy it, especially if it works. Claritin-D definitely works better, but I'm out and I have to wait another two weeks before I can get more from my cousin returning from the States. I sound like an ad for Claritin.

But you know what's the stupidest thing? I don't even know what set off this bout of allergies. There are no cats or dogs in this damn building, and the dust isn't any different from any of the other days I've been here, neither has my amount of sleep varied that much. So what is causing this attack?! I have no frickin clue and that's just frustrating.

And another reason I want this allerginess gone is because I want a cat so badly. They're so cute and recently wherever I go, I've been seeing tons of cats and I want to pet them, but I can't really because of my allergies. And I just love cats and I want one, but I can't because of this stupid allergies!!!! Ahhhhh. I also want dogs, and there are hypoallergenic ones, but I don't want those, I want huskies and german shephards and golden retrievers; not malteses (like terror dog) or poodles. Speaking of huskies (there's a reason why I posted a picture of cute huskies puppies), we saw a cute (adolescent) one last night while walking in the park and it was so furry and puffy and big and cute and awwwww, I just wanted to hug it and kiss and smush it. But alas, all I could do was pat it on the head .... I think I'm not as allergic to dog fur because it's not as thin and gets-everywhere-like-your-nose as cat fur. But cat fur's so much softer and nicer to touch and makes you want to snuggle it ... Aih. I am cursed. Cursed with this allergy when I'm such an animal lover, especially of furry mammals.

Does this entry seem disconnected and rambling and long and not correctly grammatically structured? Does that sentence even make sense? Does any of my sentences flow and connect and make sense? Am I using too many ands and not enough commas? Ah, whatever. I can't breathe, but snot is running down my nose at the same time, which sucks because since I can't breathe, I can't sniff it back in (ew), so I have to blow my nose like every 10 seconds or sniffle really, really loudly ... and my eyes are itchy and watery and getting smaller by the minute and I just want to sleep (TMI? Probably.). So I'm not in the best of shape while attempting to get my work done. And that's why I'm typing up this random, rambling post; better than staring at tiny little numbers that all blur together. BLAH!

(I like how when I google for Husky pictures I get football players ... haaaah; picture from here.)

Wait, is it even possible to find a cure for allergies? Is anyone even attempting to find a cure? Not the Asian kind where you eat garlic pills or drink nasty-ass herbal concoctions to change the chi of your body or whatever, but like, scientifically-backed-permanent cures that'll allow me to snuggle and huggle with doggies and kitties? Aih. Life continues to suck.


[Update] Immunotherapy!! ... Dude! How come I've never heard of that till now? "Immunotherapy works best for allergies to pollen, mold, cat dander, insect stings and dust mites." That's everything I'm allergic to! How come all the allergy doctors I've gone to have never mentioned this treatment before? Does it not exist in Taiwan? I wonder what it's called in Chinese ... Hmmm, looks like it's time to make an appointment with an allergy specialist ....