3 years ago
Another crappy thing about living alone is you have to take care of your own bugs. :( I just had a pretty big insect (picture above) crawl up my lamp ... I sat there for a good three minutes before taking a picture while complaining and screaming at a friend via IM. Then finally went in search of a little plastic container to trap it in so I can release it later. But first I had to stand there for another good five minutes panicking and sweating and shaking. After it took like five circles around the lamp it finally decided to head back down. And that's how I caught it and shut the lid and dropped it outside on the balcony and prayed it wouldn't land on me and just hope no other bug would fly in through the open window. And it sucked. AHHHHHH. I hate bugs I hate insects I hate these .... THINGS!!! They look so gross ... antenna's all moving around and tiny little legs and .... eeeeek. I still get all shakey when I think about it. >.< Sigh. Someone save me from this phobia.
I have little fruit flies flying around my kitchen area. I don't know if they're fruit flies actually, but they lookit. I don't know where they're coming from either! >.< I think it's the sink, so I've blocked off all possible entrances, but there are still some flying around. Ugh! It might be my trash, but the trash isn't close to the sink, so I don't know. I was going to take the trash out anyway, but! the light outside is broken or something, so it's super dark and I can't see where the dumpster is. Ugh! So I ended up just putting my trash out on the balcony. I hope hope hope there isn't a sudden rainstorm tonight *crosses fingers*. That would suck. Sigh.
It's also cold out. I nearly froze to death outside. Maybe that's because I only wore a sweatshirt. Heehee. But it felt nice. After being in my room all day long, a little fresh air is good.
Anyway, I hate bugs. HATE HATE HATE. Sigh.
Everyone has their phobias, right? Well, mine's insects in general, but especially cockroaches. And I just have to move into a city populated by them. At home we have cockroaches, at work on my desk there's the occasional cockroach, and out in the streets there are cockroaches. AHHHHH. Why why why do these insects (insects?) exist?! What good do they do for the environment? What is their role in this world?! Ahhhhhhhh.
We have a flying one at home right now that no one knows where it is. I just saw one crawling around my desk at work. I should kill it, but I don't dare. It's a phobia!!! >.< What to do what to do?! I just wait till it crawls off the desk or guide it towards an exit from the desk. There are tiny little baby cockroaches, which I can kill, but not the big ones. I've heard horror stories of colleagues who pick up their phone and see cockroaches crawling out of it. Omg, if that happened to me, I'd totally freak out. Sigh.
Ahhh, I need someone who can kill insects, especially cockroaches and spiders, for me. Otherwise my home might become overrun by them. >.< Why do I have this phobia? I have no idea. At least no conscious idea of why. Blech blech blech!!! Just thinking about them gives me goosebumps and makes me shiver. It's gotten worse as I've gotten older. Blah. Insects suck. Cockroaches suck. AHHHHHH.
No image for this entry since when I googled cockroach and saw the pictures I started feeling faint. >.< They're so disgusting!!!! Ahhhhhhhhh.
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